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« Reply #15 on: July 24, 2009, 07:26:57 am » |
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YOu are strong. Don't you forget that. We all help one another overcome these things. We all do crap we are ashamed of - but with an open mind to self improvement you will overcome.
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« Reply #16 on: July 24, 2009, 09:06:54 am » |
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i am very pleased with 12 hours. i feel strong for it.
last few days its been less than an hour.
so this is good. i am controlling this. but then as so often is the case, losing control in other areas.
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« Reply #17 on: July 24, 2009, 09:27:00 am » |
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that's okay hon. We are all a work in progress. I do well for days at a time and then backslide myself in my own ways. I get upset but when clarity strikes I allow myself to gloat a bit - I am making progress. I am good. YOU are making progress. YOU are good.
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« Reply #18 on: July 24, 2009, 03:34:22 pm » |
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Oh well I blew that
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« Reply #19 on: July 29, 2009, 03:47:37 pm » |
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I.ve never cut. i read an informative article about it though. basically the emotional pain inside is so great that the physical pain of cutting seems to find releif from the internal pain. So its more about escaping the emotional pain then it is about some addiction to wanting to cut. I don't know the answers of how to help, but somehow processing whatever is causing the pain is the key to probly beating this cycle of pain supression.
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« Reply #20 on: August 01, 2009, 12:36:13 pm » |
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So scared, has something happened recently to have you react or has it been like this for a long time with you?
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« Reply #21 on: August 01, 2009, 01:13:24 pm » |
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Good question Andi,
Scared, you don't have to solve everything at once. Take things one day at a time.
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« Reply #22 on: August 01, 2009, 01:55:49 pm » |
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scared..did you mention your age? if your in the lower 20.s then thats probly why your seeing new things.
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« Reply #23 on: August 01, 2009, 02:19:25 pm » |
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humm...must be processing things or have new stressors in your life to see new things....theres always new things for some reason.
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« Reply #24 on: August 01, 2009, 03:36:56 pm » |
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I had a spell of PTSD stress that totally knocked me off my feet when I was about 17. Nobody knew what it was - until now. Two weeks ago actually. If this is a recent occurance may I suggest that something (and you may not find out what for a bit) has knocked you off kilter. Perhaps the dx is what is throwing you off. Maybe that is why you are seeing these things. Perhaps being afraid throws you into a PTSD re-event.
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