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« on: March 12, 2010, 03:27:15 pm » |
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I sh tonight a lot.
I am now full guilt.
I feel like I am a total failure today. Everything I touched turned to rat poo. I feel rejected triggered betrayed and unfortunately these are all too familiar feelings. Back months and months. I don't know If I have the will or strength to climb out of this again.
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« Reply #1 on: March 12, 2010, 04:12:14 pm » |
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baby,
you deal with the guilt and survive another day. You are so NOT a failure! Oh HELL NO!
This is a set back.
Falling down is not important. Getting up is.
You'll get up. I know you will.
my love and biggest hugs, always
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« Reply #2 on: March 13, 2010, 03:01:53 pm » |
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thank you ddg
i did it again today but i am hoping that i can break the cycle again eventually
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« Reply #3 on: March 14, 2010, 12:05:03 am » |
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I have no doubt that you can hon. You ARE that woman who has fought the odds all her life. Why would that change now?
It so wouldn't.
Hugs
andi
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« Reply #4 on: March 14, 2010, 03:52:15 pm » |
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No andi. I won't let it. Working on it. 
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« Reply #5 on: March 15, 2010, 08:41:42 am » |
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I believe it was Walt Disney who said that the difference between those who succeed and those who fail is that those who succeed, "Get up one additional time".
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« Reply #6 on: March 15, 2010, 01:37:25 pm » |
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and i believe someone called julia said, " this will be the last time you have to pick yourself up, this time you will succeed"  thanks
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« Reply #7 on: March 15, 2010, 08:45:47 pm » |
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I’m sorry you are in a ruff spot, but you will pull out and you will try again.
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« Reply #8 on: March 22, 2010, 07:03:38 am » |
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I'm definitely winning. Thank you all.
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« Reply #9 on: March 22, 2010, 12:05:59 pm » |
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Knew you'd kill it!
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« Reply #10 on: March 22, 2010, 03:44:28 pm » |
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Hey ddg. It would be utterly ridiculous not to.  but thanks Hun
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« Reply #11 on: March 23, 2010, 01:05:07 pm » |
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 You know where I am love and hugs
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